The explosion came from somewhere beyond the thin wall opposite his bed, from his neighbor’s apartment. Loud. Frightening. Jolting him awake.
He sat up. His heart raced and cold sweat gripped his chest, arm pits, and legs. He looked around the room searching for the gaping hole that was sure to be there. Searching for the fire. The smell of burning carnage met his nostrils. He fought to control his breathing. Fought to remember where he was.
“What is it?” came the sleepy voice next to him.
“You didn’t hear that?” he gasped.
“Hear what?”
Ben listened for the screams. For the gunfire. For the chaos that was sure to come. Nothing. No sound. Even the smell was gone.
Dim light streamed in through the small apartment window, overshadowed by a staircase and the parked cars outside. He hadn’t realized he had fallen asleep.
A tender arm wrapped around his chest.
“Hey, it’s okay. You’re home. You’re safe.” Her voice soft and tender.
Ben closed his eyes, but the images only became more real. He saw his friends, their dead bodies splayed out against the rocky slopes, cut to pieces by the machine gun nest settled farther up the hill. The nest had been taken, as had the hill, but not without cost. His mind cycled to the charred remains of an enemy soldier hanging from the front seat of an armored truck. His mouth gaped open. What had been flesh now crisp and black, wrapped around the skeletal remains. The other soldiers had escape from the vehicle, but they too lay dead on the ground, their bodies riddled with G.I. bullets. Hell of a thing to see.
Ben squeezed his eyes tighter, his body now shuddering uncontrollably, his mind and emotions imprisoned by the memories.
The woman beside him in bed held him closely. “It’s okay. You’re safe. You’re home.”
After a few moments, the shaking subsided and his breathing gradually returned to normal. The images began to fade.
“There you go. It’s all okay. You can relax.”
He allowed himself to relax into her hold. His nostrils caught the scent of her perfume. Something he had brought back from Italy. God she smelled good. He concentrated on the warmth of her body. The rhythm of her breathing. The scent of her hair.
In the distance he heard the familiar ringing of the railroad crossing, and the low rumble as a train passed through town.
He rose from the bed, walked over to the kitchenette, and filled a glass with water. The cool water moistened his dry throat. He looked at the empty glass. The water had come from a faucet, not a canteen. He took a deep breath, set the glass in the sink, and returned to the Murphy bed. The woman lay there, propped up on her elbow, her hair fallen around her shoulders. He gazed at her form, partially illuminated by the light from the window, partially in shadow. He was grateful. Grateful to be home. Grateful she still loved him. After the years apart. After the hell. He was home.
~ S.C.M